Prom sucked. I think everyone had high expectations and eventually became disappointed. I was so irritated that night. Got home around 4am, and woke up the next day at like, 945 to go to church. My mom woke me up and said, "Get up, we're leaving in 30 minutes." -_- I didn't wanna miss my sister's confirmation though. We went out to eat after that with family for Mother's day and stuff too. I practically fell asleep on my chair after I finished eating. I was dead tired.
I hate this shit I gotta deal with regarding family. Who the hell thinks I would flake on them for a band concert? That's such bullshit. What have you got against me? They're just making me feel worse about myself which adversely affects my study habits and daily routines. Fuck it though, I can't do anything about it, so there's no use in trying to argue. But I learned never to stop fighting if you know for certain you're right OR have a reasonable justification for your actions.
Lately, I feel so desperate for someone to just listen to me. Pathetic. -_- I hate crying to sleep. Hella emo.
Fortune cookie from today:
wdywt:
Got this in the mail today:
"Dear Gayle,
The California Student Aid Commission (CSAC) has reviewed information from your FAFSA and GPA Verification and determined that you will not be awarded a Cal Grant Entitlement award. Your Cal Grant award status is listed below:
CAL GRANT--NOT AWARDED: REPORTED INCOME OVER THE CEILING
SMH.
Rest in Peace Jhomelli Feliciano. April 1, 1989-May 10, 2008
You will always be remembered in my heart. I will never forget our middle school days at Fernando when we would hang out during lunch and walk together during PE. Your baby twins will be fine. My thoughts and prayers are with you and your family at this time.
